Dreams...

what a day on sunday, a cold morning without warning, pain without mercy that drag me from my sleep. When I opened my eyes, reality is too cruel to start my day with. Give me hope but than i realised that the hope is not for me. Orang Melayu say "perasaan"..huhu..
then i go to hospital to get some treatment but then is not like i expected after walking for 15 minutes in the cold weather...the good thing is i'm ok and will be fine soon, the ugly is they don't give me the medicines but only the prescription. the bad, i need to walk back to my university in the weather that i'm not really fancy though. Thanks to Ili that accompanied me everytime i need someone to talk(even some views like hammering me)...
than, i enjoy my lunch but i cannot taste it, i think i lost my appetite. Before i came to UK, my weight is 75kg and now around 67-68 kg. i cannot eat to much or i will vommit, maybe i'm a bulimian coz i do not any aneroxia thing.
and one word from my good friend, if you read this you will know...why let yourself in pain because *** found someone better than you..hoho, i thought i'm the man but it just a DREAM...