Dreams...

what a day on sunday, a cold morning without warning, pain without mercy that drag me from my sleep. When I opened my eyes, reality is too cruel to start my day with. Give me hope but than i realised that the hope is not for me. Orang Melayu say "perasaan"..huhu..
then i go to hospital to get some treatment but then is not like i expected after walking for 15 minutes in the cold weather...the good thing is i'm ok and will be fine soon, the ugly is they don't give me the medicines but only the prescription. the bad, i need to walk back to my university in the weather that i'm not really fancy though. Thanks to Ili that accompanied me everytime i need someone to talk(even some views like hammering me)...
than, i enjoy my lunch but i cannot taste it, i think i lost my appetite. Before i came to UK, my weight is 75kg and now around 67-68 kg. i cannot eat to much or i will vommit, maybe i'm a bulimian coz i do not any aneroxia thing.
and one word from my good friend, if you read this you will know...why let yourself in pain because *** found someone better than you..hoho, i thought i'm the man but it just a DREAM...

Herne Helan

You never heard herne helan?she's an artist, will be the next big thing in Malaysia...Hello everybody, i'm back..I just visit her blog and suddenly wanna tell everybody the story about us...
She's like my younger sister, glad i met her last 5 or 6 years ago...Qurious how we know each other?Everything start with IRC, i dont know if in this century they still use this one because nowadays you can have Yahoo Messenger...LinkinParkGal, hey herne, must be ring a bell huh:D
We met at IRC, at that time there was 3 of us, we're close to each other but rite now time change so do the people...
Herne, as long I know you, i never know that you have such a great voice, wanna be the singer for my band?hehehehe;D This gal is really fun, I pray for your happiness sis, get anything you want...
check her blog at http://helanisticherneology.blogspot.com/, cheers...

How To Win A Girl's Love

Ok guys, it's been sometimes since i try...you know....just read the topic dude...
If a guy, in this case is me...want to win a girl love, can you guys suggest anything that can make her love me...
What I have been thinking, the most important thing is get her attention, so how?everything related to each other...so, we need to figure the most basic thing first...A chocolate seems very old fashion, high school love story, dedication and something like that...I want to write a song but it's too long since the last time I wrote a song for someone..Just suddenly cross my mind just now, do we need to be ourself or the person that she like to, owh crap, it's so mess up now...Just be myself, attract her attention, then win her love...
Anyone, please do not hesitate to post your opinion. It will save the world from global warming by helping me guys...Cheers....

P.S. I Love You

I just watched this movie and damn, i think this is one of the best love story I ever watched. The reason why i start watching this movie, i go to its website to find what’s great about it because someone I really love like this movie so much. The first thing, you will listened a song from this movie, Kisses and Cake. When I heard this song, suddenly I want to watch this movie and Amazon offered great deal for the dvd and it’s arrived in my mailbox. For those who know me, I’m not a Lovey Dovey movie fan and this movie made man like me cried..What??Jetto cried?What’s happened man?Ok, when I watch this movie, it teach me to appreciate the people you love when they’re around. We always realize that we care about something when it gone, and this time I will do my best to express my love to the people i love most. Sape2 tak tgk lagi citer ni, tgklah, tak rugi..hargai orang di sekeliling kita…Make peace, make love, I love you all

cerita Aku

Music Review

Hello everybody..Last Friday, i went to a mini gig held at my university...there are 3 bands performed and not too many crowd the heat the cold nite of autumn, 26 September 2008. Most of the people is boozing and enjoy the music...
The first band perform that nite was Operators...The songs great, the performance was fun even the crowd is quitely respond(skema abes...) and i was quite surprise because if in Malaysia, FREE gig, should be packed with people..maybe the gig clashed with flirt party at rubix(school theme party)...the people here love to party...if u guys interested to know more about this band check them out at myspace.com/operatorsoperators...
Junkyard Scientists continue the performance with stage packed seven members piece band...If you like Ferhad, you might enjoy the songs..I just love the bass line, and the guitar riffs..this is the link: www.myspace.com/junkyardscientists..
The last band that performed was Yearner's babies??Not really sure with the spelling but this is another band should be watched...have u go to a musical theatre?the songs just like watching a musical theatre, fun, sad and enjoy...The last song Pablo Escobar, was great...i dont know the link to get to this band but i will try my best to find one...

MY HAPPY LIFE

First few week, it's hard for me to get used with the new enviroment..but rite now i'm ok and happy..Yesterday was fresher's week at my university...wow, this is my new experience, great...there was lots of clubs tried to persuade new students to join...
First club that i must join is football club and i just attended a trial watching by chelsea scout, how much i wish that Arsenal is watching me from the sideline, hehehe...Second clubs that i joined are American Football club..surprise eh?just wanna try try something new, besides the cheerleaders hotttss!!!can i survive after a game?time will let us know...hahaha...then, i joined alternative music club and dj club..wanna learn how to scratch and mix man...hurm, ade kosong ke kat zouk skrg?Centro pun boley...
I just bought a pair of adidas boot and a pair of puma shoe(same cam etoo)...and most important thing, aku ada buah hati aru kat sini and her name is emily...nanti aku post gambar die tau...cantik, solid...mantap...together we will achieve our dream my dear:D